Birthday blues!!!!

Ok....so exactly I expected myself to be, I am overenthusiastic at start, granted, with a bit of assistance from C2H5OH, which always makes me stay awake and think....

Finally I am 26...officially 1/2 past my youth, which is a fact that I know is going to give me shivers for weeks to come.

But Man!!! the surprise I got for this birthday was genuinely the first and the most beautiful surprise I got, not in physical sense ;) but in emotional one....

In the hindsight, I am trying to compare my old self, whenI was 18. 22 and now...and man!!!

how much I have changed!!! For better or worse, who knows...but I hope the earlier...

For sure, I am much more tolerant, accommodating, practical but also sadly cynical, critical, non-dreamy.

But I can vouch that last 1.5 yr of college has contributed towards rekndling my dreamy, reckless, devil-may-care self....somehow making me feel young and mad again!!!!

So here I am...caught between sense and madness, dreams and reality, idealism and practicality, optimism and cynicism.....both almost equally dominating...Living the eternal struggle human mind has witnessed over millennia.

Maybe, I am a maturing man...or maybe I am the cooling lava.....or maybe I am just another bunch of molecules in this universe which conjure to create something which an insignificant species in some corner of universe call as conscience.

drunk and sleepy, I sign off now...

seriously though...I want to laugh at all the readers of this blog, that is if there are any :) hahhahaahhaahhah

not sadistically, but to acknowledge the voyeuristic tendencies we all have which compel us to peek in lives of celebrities and insignificant acquaintances alike.