Monday, September 28, 2009

Birthday blues!!!!

Ok....so exactly I expected myself to be, I am overenthusiastic at start, granted, with a bit of assistance from C2H5OH, which always makes me stay awake and think....

Finally I am 26...officially 1/2 past my youth, which is a fact that I know is going to give me shivers for weeks to come.

But Man!!! the surprise I got for this birthday was genuinely the first and the most beautiful surprise I got, not in physical sense ;) but in emotional one....

In the hindsight, I am trying to compare my old self, whenI was 18. 22 and now...and man!!!
how much I have changed!!! For better or worse, who knows...but I hope the earlier...

For sure, I am much more tolerant, accommodating, practical but also sadly cynical, critical, non-dreamy.

But I can vouch that last 1.5 yr of college has contributed towards rekndling my dreamy, reckless, devil-may-care self....somehow making me feel young and mad again!!!!

So here I am...caught between sense and madness, dreams and reality, idealism and practicality, optimism and cynicism.....both almost equally dominating...Living the eternal struggle human mind has witnessed over millennia.
Maybe, I am a maturing man...or maybe I am the cooling lava.....or maybe I am just another bunch of molecules in this universe which conjure to create something which an insignificant species in some corner of universe call as conscience.

drunk and sleepy, I sign off now...
seriously though...I want to laugh at all the readers of this blog, that is if there are any :) hahhahaahhaahhah
not sadistically, but to acknowledge the voyeuristic tendencies we all have which compel us to peek in lives of celebrities and insignificant acquaintances alike.

Sunday, September 27, 2009

The next laugh

Ok...So I am still getting used to this whole blogging phenomena...and frankly, I am still not convinced that what I write, especially after 1/4th whisky in, is worth reading by others :)
but anyway, by virtue of the power, free internet has bestowed upon me, I think its my ultimate stretch of luxury to torture the unfortunate souls who dare to visit my blog!
Anyway, guys, keep commenting, keep poking me....who knows, someday, an epic may jump out of this blog!!!!


Saturday, September 26, 2009

The laggard

Ok....so here I m joining the blogwagon after the whole world.